Back at rock bottom in great debt about to lose a lot. But I gotta say I’m feeling better now i don’t feel like a lost person. I feel like I can rise back up from this and become a even greater person. I’ve lost a lot this year. But I can say I’m not who I was in the past not the same person I was a year ago. From doubling my penny I’ve grown that one penny into hundreds, maybe even thousands but it’s still not enough. Back then I didn’t know what I was doing I just one day got tired of the person in the mirror and in that instance I got my penny the idea of becoming someone else. To change. It was small steps little things each day to slowly move the wheel but at first I didnt know what it was I was doing till I read a book recently the slight edge I was applying it into my life without knowing. Even now at rock bottom I still have the slight edge the knowledge that book gave me its something I could never lose. I may lose a lot of money hell I might be torn to pieces from the things going on today. I could lose my licenses every little thing could come crashing down but with the slight edge I know i can rebuild just a penny a day. I can’t change the past but by making the decisions today here and now I could easily change the future. I have a lot of work to do I have a hell waiting for me that hell is called life. I want to walk My own path change my own destiny even. I know it’s possible and I know sometimes I’ll fall on this road I might even break down and lose myself to despair but it’s all just speed bumps and I can get over them over time.